wow.. i havent blogged in a long tyme.. heres a survey... sorrie i got bored...

I AM : a unique person
I THINK : of you
I KNOW : that every time i dream, its always him
I WANT : to believe in fairy tale magic
I HAVE : everything but u
I WISH : for the day when it will come
I HATE : wat people do, not wat they are
I FEAR :  for the peeps dat will be left behind...
I HEAR :  someone calling out my name
I SEARCH : for a gud future
I WONDER : if dreams ever come true
I REGRET : doin things that i didnt really wanna do
I LOVE : god, family, frends
I ALWAYS : get confused en dream
I CRY : everydae laughing
I DO NOT ALWAYS : get everything i want
I FIGHT : the foe with righteous mite
I WRITE : my feelings in my mind
I LOSE : my obedience sumtimes
I LISTEN : to love songs.. a lot
I NEED : affection, puppie luv
I AM HAPPY : wen i smile
I SHOULD : end dis survey soon

[DESCRIBE YOURSELF]
[Jewlery worn daily]: gold earrings w/ jasmines heart necklace
[Pillow]: 2
[CD in stereo right now]: teenhearts... all of my life
[Piercings]: one on each ear
[Hair]: black
[What are you wearing now]: jammies from pi
[In my mouth]: saliva
[Wishing]: for true happiness
[After This]: goin to sleep
[Talking To]: myself in my sleep
[Something you're looking forward to in the up coming month]: i dunno[Something that you are reallie deathly afraid of]: stalkers
[Do you believe in love]: perhaps in the future
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: haha.. hmm.. maybee.. but love never happened to me yet...
[If you can have any animal for a pet]: i dunno
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods]: i dunno
[What's something you wish you could understand better]: the answers i dunno

[In the last 3 days have you]
01.Cried: yeap
02.Bought something: of course... shoppin!
03.Gotten sick: well.. its gone now
04.Sang: yeap...
05.Eaten: yeap of course or else i would faint, like last time
06.Been kissed: yeap.. by my pamangkins
07.Felt stupid: yeap.. many times
08.Wanted to tell someone you loved but didn't: nope.. not love yet
09.Met someone new: yeap
10.had sex: haha.. wat!?
11.Talked to someone you have a crush on: umm maybee
12.Had a serious talk: yeap...
13.Missed someone: kinda?... maybee
14.Hugged someone: yeap
15.Fought with your parent(s): yeap.. last nite
16.Dreamed about someone you can't be with: umm...i dunno..?


[Personal]
01.Who is your role model: i dunno.. my parents?
02.Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: umm.. maybee.. but it was just a lil crush, not a like like.. ya knoe
03.Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: unfortunately yes
04.Do you have a type of person you go after for: i dunno... they just come out of nowhere en then bamm!..
05.Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): umm.. i dunt think soo... i dunt have a best frend... hah
06. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you? no.. why would i ever do dat to my neighbor
08.Rather have a relationship or "hook up": wat's it like to have a relationship?
09.Want someone you don’t have right now: umm.. maybe
10.Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: i dunno?
11.Do you want to get married: sure maybee in the future
12.Do you want kids: hmm... sure.. but not now tho...
13.Do you belive in psychics: nah.. maybee jus for fun tho
14.Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: *shrugs... who does?
15.What is yer favorite part of your physical appearance: i dunno.. ill keep dat to myself
16.What is yer favorite part of yer emotional being: just bein there for anyone who needs me... ill be ur comfort and ill listen to anything they have to say.. even if the story  would take forever...
17.Are you happy with you: maybee..
18.Are you happy with yer life: well yeah.. isnt dat why im still alive
19.If you could change sumthing in yer life right now, what would it be: i do not recall the answer at dis time... prolly before i go to sleep

dis week went by soo fast.  didnt do nethin dat much. well. before xmas. went shoppin wit lnor at san ysidro.  pretty koo. then on fri.. watched the last samurai. okie movie. then the next dae..  i had to babysit my lil neices cuz all my older siblings went out til 7 am in the mornin! hah cant wait til i turn 18... yeah ritey.. well. todae saturdae. went to lnors rents anniv. partie. haha.. chilled wit our  boyees..  rite lnor.. haha.. punnie cuttie  cute cute kiddies..  nice pose guyz. prettie koo.. especially wit the pic of lnor and michael. ahh how cute... haha well. then yeah. gotta sleep now cuz i gotta wake up early tom to perform!... well buh_byEs..

well todae... mondae.. stayed home since theres no skool... went to look at the new house we're gonna move in next year...  wow im soo excited... en we r gonna be neighbors wit my bro... well... i get to have 2 rooms for myself... but i knoe ill be lonely... well.. they signed the papers todae... then yeah.. we're movin in april... yay... well... then went to church... then off to plaza bonita... bought stuff...  then now im bak online...

yesterdae... sundae... thanksgiving dae.... pretty okie.. *sniff sniff... then... hmm... commitee... then off to san ysidro outlet mall... well picked up lnor so we can go shoppin' togetha..  shopped at claire's... pacsun... gap.. old navy en those otha stores... lotz of peeps... well.. then went to ceasars en saw erick... then yeah dats all..

Christina Aguilera :: A Voice Within

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold On)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall